January 2009
i got my first moleskine today.
im excited.
what have i done? i dont think i was serious.
PockyRobot: im just like confused
namesdaniellelol: oh
namesdaniellelol: hey i know!
namesdaniellelol: wanna hear what could solve everything?
PockyRobot: ?
namesdaniellelol: you could just forget the guys and go out with me
PockyRobot: 0-0
namesdaniellelol: or not?
PockyRobot: are you serious?
namesdaniellelol: half way i guess
PockyRobot: omg...im going to cry
PockyRobot: D:
namesdaniellelol: no no no im sorry
namesdaniellelol: forget i said it
namesdaniellelol: dont cry
PockyRobot: well im glad you told me im just...idk how i feel
namesdaniellelol: its okay
namesdaniellelol: just nvm, you have ***** and ****** to worry about
PockyRobot: thats the thing i dont want them as a bf im just totally confused idk..
namesdaniellelol: i understand
PockyRobot: im sorry..i just have to clear my mind out before anything im going to talk to ****** and *****
namesdaniellelol: yeah
namesdaniellelol: do that
“I prithee send me back my heart,
Since I cannot have thine;
For if from yours...”
– ~John Suckling
im afraid to give up.
Fall Out Boy - Tiffany Blews
im in love with...
i meant nothing of it, i swear.
i would do anything to have you back.
that night, i must have heard you wrong,
or perhaps misunderstood.
i took your words for more than what they were worth.
i know i meant everything i said.
maybe your overreacting, or maybe i am.
either way, im truly sorry.
i. just. want. you.
“i could go on and on about how shitty highschool can be but i really want...”
– Shaant Timothy Hacikyan
but shaant it really is and no matter how it could change, it won’t.
Nickasaur! - xoxo
Xoxo Forever to grow Make it...
shaant:
Equality to all is everything to me. Think big, not small. Tell me what means the most to you in the world.
love.
xthedarbsterx: cuzzzz when im withhhhh himmm im thinkingggg of youuuuu
namesdaniellelol: im flattered
xthedarbsterx: oh you should be darlin
xthedarbsterx: darling*
xthedarbsterx: i think of you all teh time
xthedarbsterx: night and day
xthedarbsterx: your the only thing on my mind
xthedarbsterx: ; )
namesdaniellelol: your superkalafragelisticexpialadociously cute
namesdaniellelol: sweeter than a 12 pack of juicy fruit
xthedarbsterx: oh snap
xthedarbsterx: damnn girl
xthedarbsterx: i like my chicks short
xthedarbsterx: & you fit the bill
namesdaniellelol: well i like my chicks...uh... taller than me
xthedarbsterx: : D
xthedarbsterx: its not hard to be :x
namesdaniellelol: no it really isnt
xthedarbsterx: haha : D
namesdaniellelol: lol
xthedarbsterx: im such
xthedarbsterx: a
xthedarbsterx: liar
namesdaniellelol: i know
namesdaniellelol: everyone knows
namesdaniellelol: and we all hate you
xthedarbsterx: hm
xthedarbsterx: that makes things... complicated
namesdaniellelol: it does
i watch kyle xy. →
if in is the opposite of out how are they so interchangeable? is in really out? are we ever really in or are we always out? if we are out does that mean we are in? or are we out?
“Religious distress is at the same time the expression of real distress and the...”
– Karl Marx, Critique of Hegel’s Philosophy of Right
“I’m a sucker for lovers, for lovers” - forever the sickest kids
am i a horrible person for hoping whatever has...
her: you know more than me
me: how so?
her: at least you know who to trust and who not to trust
her: you don't have to watch what you say to your bestfriend
her: or former best friend
her: and you dont have to worry about wtf your boyfriend does
her: and everything else
her: and worrying about EVERYTHING
me: at least you can talk
her: i cant anymore
me: and i bet your not afraid of everything
her: yes i am
her: about things going wrong
her: which they already have
me: im sorry
her: it doesn't matter
her: im done
her: with everything
me: seeeee
her: what
me: thats it
her: whats it?
me: the whole being done thing
me: you understand now.
i may have someone to trust.
i admire people who say what they mean without really saying it.
because i cant even say what i mean.
so i say nothing at all.
You Belong With Me - Taylor swift
its an all to...
new years, it is here.
well guess i should make some resolutions then. hmmm. how about these:
to work on being more artisic, a better artist
to take more risks, like talk to people i normally wouldn’t talk to and do things i normally wouldn’t do.
in the process of the last one, (be willing to) make new friends
2008 was pretty okay, it wasn’t great or anything. i hope 2009 could be alot better.